Personal reflections on Holy Week

Hello out there to all who come across this blog. After a long hiatus i'm now in a position to write some of my personal reflections on issues that interest me if nobody else. It is 'Maundy Thursday' of Holy Week, but I must say it seems like many other days to me, not to be profane....

Because for some time, every day has been 'Good Friday' or 'Holy Saturday' to me, that is I see Our Lord in His Church crucified, buried, and forgotten....And once more, in our very day, being put to death by a Jewish Council and a pagan Roman Power!

It is enough to make one weep tears of blood, no more anger, dismay, or fear, just tears. I cannot approach Our Lord at the Mass even if I could, becauch my very reverence for the awesome Mystery makes me feel like the sinful worm that I am. I know the Lord loves me more than I have loved my filth, but I am afraid nonetheless. I will not attend Mass this Easter.

Pray for me as I pray for you all